My Life….

For the past 1 week,i’ve been keeping track on the news about Morakot..you may ask why i’m so concern about it..that’s becuz i have a few close friends in Taiwan..one of them i still can’t even contact him until today..
Once i heard a taiwan celebrity said:”Disaster struck when people had forgotten about love..” i agree with her..before Morakot struck,everyone around the world is fighting among themselves,everyone become a ruthless n greedy monster..some for the sake of power n others for money..but after Morakot arrived,i can see there r still love in this world..everyone do their best to save the survivors,donate money n other stuffs to the victims..
Life is fragile..we will never know what will happen next,my boss also said money is not the most important thing in this world,life is…so every life have to be treasured..
Now i just hope my missing friend can contact me ASAP..:(
“Heal the world,
Make it a better place,
For you and for me and
the entire human race…”
Heal the world–Michael Jackson

24/07/09,i was down by a mysterious but fast acting virus.The symptom includes feel proud when wearing liverpool jersey,have the desire to meet stars like Torres,Alonso etc..Also you will wanna go to their every event and sing and chant like never before..So i named it the red fever…
Virus Case Update:Day 1(240709)
My desire to meet the stars had brought me to Velocity@Novena,was so excited to see Torres and Carragher in person.The virus worsen,i did something i never did before..climb onto the generator box to get a better view.

Virus Case Update:Day 2(250709)
The virus is getting control of my body,the virus had brought me to Singapore river this time round,all i can remember is when i woke up,putting on the new liverpool away kit,grab a camera n sub-consciously making my way down to Raffles Place..when i reached there,i found a good spot at a bridge..the sun was hot but the virus had make me stay put at that spot and refuse to let me go into a shade,it was 12.30 i remember..
At around 2pm,3 bump boats with the team appear..i can’t control myself..my emotions seems like waves of tsunami,i believe it was the act of the virus,all i know is i keep shouting to the team..the virus had fully taken over my body..

Virus Case Update:Day 3(260709)
The virus has reach it’s peak..despite waking up early to play bball till afternoon,i’m surprised my body still able to sing,shout and chanting throughout the whole game,i don’t feel tired,i just wanna see the team in action,i just feel high whenever they scored..
Even after the match is over,i’m still able to refreshing all the actions in my mind..but as the night goes on..n by the time the team should be back to UK..i’ve recovered,it was a miracal,i thought i was fighting a losing battle with the virus..but it went away with the team..

Mind power is a very very powerful thing…without it nobody will be able to walk on the moon..nobody will be able to build a plane..n nobody will be able to be successful..
When comes to mind-power..i believe i’ve a more experiences than others..a lot of occasions..i have to make use of my determinations to overcome the obstacles in my life..for example..commando training was notoriously tough..overcoming my back injury n regained my fitness level..but the best example is the sundown marathon..
I admit i’m not a very seasoned runner as i just picked up running..i do not have the stamina and fitness to run long distance..but all i have is a strong mentality to complete the run..my body ached..my legs r tired and cramped up..but i keep telling myself not to give up..in the end..i made it through the finishing line..but overdoing it has it’s side-effect too..for me i have to suffer from inflammation of ankle and foot ligament…-_-

After 6 hrs and 53mins of hell….i’ve overcome my own limit by completed the 42KM Adidas Sundown…
It was really a very good experience for me..For the 1st 15KM..i’m able to keep up with my own pace and keep going..but after that..when the cramps,fatigue and hunger set in..every 1km takes forever to run..
After the race..i was really proud of myself..despite all the pain..i manage to finish the run..now what i need to do is to rest and recharge..after that my next challenge is Army Half Marathon..

http://www.sundownmarathon.com/index.php?page=route-map
2 more days to my 1st ever marathon,Adidas Sundown…i know i’ve been training hard and get myself ready both physically and mentally..but there r still some doubts..
Am i ready for the run? can my back and knee able to hold until the end of the marathon?? is all my training enough for me? well..i can’t really answer all these question..as the day draw nearer to the event..i’m getting more and more excited with a bit of fear..can i do it??

I’m gonna share this true story tt i’ve came across with u all..
There is this couple in one western country..the guy is 34 yr old odd job worker and the lady is a 31 yr old waitress..
This lady actually suffering from cervix cancer before they met each other..but the lady hide her ill ness from her lover bcuz she knows tt it will only make him stressful as they dun have enuff money for her treatment..
But after a few mths…the lady’s condition bcame worst n only this time the guy discover tt she’s having cancer all the while..
Even though the guy did his best to work 3 jobs all at once to pay for her medical fee..the lady still pass away few mths later..
After the funeral..the guy’s best friend ask him if he regretted to fall for this lady whom will not live for long..the guy’s replied:”i didn’t regret i fall for this lady..even though our relationship only lasted for 10 mths..but at least in tt period of time..i’m the most happiest guy in the world..”
Sometimes we ppl like to take things for granted…we never realised the value until we lose it..but this guy in the story..his relationship may b short..but at least he cherished every moment with his luv one till the day she die..this not only in relationship..we shld cherish everything or every person tt we have in our life…cuz u may not know when we will lose them..compare to others who r less fortunate…we r really considered very lucky..b content with what u have b4 u lose them…

until this day..i realised i’m always being blessed by someone…i’m blessed by my family..i’m blessed by my cousins..i’m blessed by this special girl..
i only realised this during last sunday when one of my dearest cousin got married..before the groom came and fetch her..we had a very nice private chat among ourselves..well..all along i thought i wasn’t being support by anyone or being cared..but i was wrong..i will not publish the dialogue here cuz it’s damn long..
even though i made a big mistake not so long ago..my family and cousins still giving me full support..now i wanna tell my family,my cousins and tt special person…THANK YOU AND I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!

Our volleyball journey came to an end..although we only played for a few weeks..but it’s really a sharp learning curve for me..my last official vball tournament is during my 1st yr ITE which is like 2005..so this tournament really makes me look forward to it..well..i think with better luck and better training..we’ll become stronger..and i hope we’ll still b taking part and we’ll go further in the tournament…

A very big thank you to u joanna…thx for accompany me on the msn when i’m down…and thx for the encouragement and the support…i’m blessed to have u as a friend..
i also wanna thx diana for the concern too..although u didn’t do much..but u keep sms me to make sure i’m ok..lol..sry abt the phone bill anyway…
Now i’m fine and ready to move on..once again thx for the concern…

Girl..u r really really a very special girl to me..i was confident and happy..but now my confidence is fading..i dunno what happen between us..it seems like we r not the same anymore..yes i admit i’m not the best but i’m willing to work hard to b the best..ever since i broke up with my ex..i don’t dare to commit into another relationship..n u know that…u slowly and patiently build up my confidence..u had unlock the door that had been shut for the past 2 yrs..
when i thought u have lead me to heaven..u kick me down back to earth again..we end without even started..now i’ll move on..with or without u..n thx for everything in past few mths..
一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好